Vor drei Wochen wollte er bei mir "beichten"....
Das er mich zuerst als Spiel angesehen hat, er suchte einfach nur nach einer Frau um Algerien zu verlassen....aber dann habe er Gefühle für mich entwickelt und nun schämt er sich für sein anfängliches Spiel und das wollte er mir "halt sagen" und nicht mit der Lüge leben, denn...ich bedeute ihm Alles....
Und von der Mutter, die mich "liebt" ist auch wieder die Rede....bitte lesen, ein Psychogramm....
ok ! since i was born i new that i'm defrent from algerian!
and i don't think like them or live the way they live!and when i grown up a bit i started to fixe that i idea in my head and i said in my self i will never stay in this shiit country!
and every day i get older i fixe this idea and i hate this damn country more and more which is full of deceptions!lies sabotage!asholes!crazy mentalité!
people alwyes look after u even if u are a bit taller than them!they want to own what u own and so on!jalouse from u!specially women who they bitches and never faithfull!
all and i say it all algerian with none exceptionsi thought maby i'll be able to find someone who can be faithfull with me and so on!but every time i try i doesn't work out just because!they don't appreciate to be with honest man here,simple man,who don't have a car of power or material stuff!
i dated so many i mean so many!and all was just a copy of each others!untill i figer out that all algerian are like that!they don't want a romantic well educated and behaved and funny man!they won't somthing else!
during all this situations i decided to leave the country the first chance i get!
at same time i was saying i have familly here and work even if i don't deserv this work i deservs more!if i was in other country!other country where people can judge me of who i'm not for what i have!
after i knew you i said this is it!i'll leave with this woman!and i will say good bye algeria!
and after i knew u better i was ashame of what i was thinking!i said this women is pure honest!and i'm a damn stupid man trying to cheat her and so on!
then our relation started to get a bit stronger!mum when she found me talking to you she said houcem this woman is older than you and u're crazy!and so on....this was from the begning!
next she started to know you and sister too!and she started to ask about you and like you!now she loves you!she was telling me the whole time u should never deceive her she don't deserve it.
she is so cute and amazing and i love her!she changed her mind about you!
and even me i said to my self!damn what i'm doing i started to feel emotions with you!share feelings with you and at same time I used on you in my life!
then i said this is the woman i'll go with her to europe and i'll never deceive her coz she piked me among all boys she choosed me!its shame on me!
u are whondering why i'm telling all this to u!its just because u don't deserve exepte the good things!
and this is the truth!and if u want to leave me and go its ok i'll aceept it and i'll not blame you!but i need u to know that i have never lied about my emotions or any thing in my life!
i told u about it
u mean every thing to me
ICH: NO PROBLEM!! BUT WE ONLY HAVE A CHANCE AS A COUPLE IN ALGERIA!
ER: i said she changed her mind
after she knew (er meint seine Mutter)
you now she love u
ICH: YOUR LIFE IN ALGERIA IS 100%BETTER THAN YOUR LIFE YOU WILL HAVE IN GERMANY
ER:what u think about me now
Ich: I AM NOT SURPRISED
ER: say somthing
Ich:WHAT?
ER: what do u think in me
bad person?
ICH: NO!! BUT JUST THE USUAL WRONG DREAM AND WRONG IMPRESSION OF EUROPE/GERMANY!
THERE WILL MAYBE BE A WAR SOON BETWEEN UKRAINE AND RUSSIA! THERE IS ONLY POLAND BETWEEN GERMANY AND UKRAINE! WE ARE WORRIED HERE! IF THERE WILL BE A WAR IT WILL CHANGE OUR LIFE FOR THE WORSE HERE TOO
ER: if its a desitiny, we die both
walah there is no fucking shit life here u'll hate ur self the first day u came!
i'll invite u here
and u'll have time here
then u'll tell me
its just the truth
Ich: WHAT SHIT LIFE? YOU GOT A BETTER LIFE THEN ME!!
Er: come on
i'm not talking about material life and so on
i'm talkin about the fuckig governement and fucking stupid crazy mentalité here
u can't handel them for 1 min
!
baby doll
i'll be with you
there will be no
this shit
just hapiness
u'll love life
when i'm with you trust me
and u'll change ur mind
and we live peacefully both
i will never let u down
Ich: FOR HOW LONG?? FOR THE FIVE YEARS YOU NEED TO BE MARRIED WITH ME UNTIL YOU GET YOUR INDEPENCE VISA AND YOU CAN GET DIVORCED FROM ME TO MARRY A YOUNGER WOMAN AND HAVE A CHILD WITH HER?? I WOULD NOT SURVIVE THIS A SECOND TIME!!
ER:
i told u all truth
if i wanted to do it
i said the truth
i'll stay with u as long u're good with me!no reason to change u i said the truth
from the begning this was my plane
after i knew u
i change this idea